Everyone wants happiness and yet they seek all the wrong things getting it.
A lot of people seek materialistic items/money, but that is not going to make you truly happy, or if it does it will only be temporary, if you are not truly happy within yourself you are always going to seek other things to feel joy, and you will never be truly satisfied, you will find once you are happy within, love who you are, you will not worry about all that is not truly meaningful.
In order to getting on the path to true happiness, you need a healthy self esteem/self respect.
Slowly but surely step by step you will get there.
Learn to take care of yourself, even if it is just a nice warm salt bath everyday, this not only will make you relaxed your showing yourself some well deserved self care.
did you need money for this?
How did it make you feel afterwards?
It is taking a bit of time out of each day for your happiness and peace of mind.
And this is showing yourself love.
Do something small each day for you. Learn to love yourself and start to be truly happy from the inside out.